Crabby quotes and happy hopes

I see posters around the work place,

“patience is your power.” ” kindness is cool”, etc. As long as I remember, I’ve been kind even when others weren’t. People would say I am too nice. My reply was always in the world we live in, I’d rather be kind. Others thought I was weak. Just because I was kind didn’t mean I forgot. I don’t know if im feeling cynical or facing reality now, but I am not feeling kind and patient. Maybe it’s a phase, maybe its the new me. 🤷‍♀️